No idea why anyone would still be checking this on this blog, since it has been almost 5 months since I last posted here. (And even before that, it was a bit sporadic.)
But I’ve decided that since I started this blog (way back at the beginning of my journey back in early 2009) just for me, I figured I’d keep it going now just for me.
<Me – just back from my first run/walk in weeks!>
But yes, I am still here. Still trying to work all this “stuff” out. Seriously more complicated than I thought. Not so much the lose weight “equation” (exercise more + eat less = weight loss), but the mental and emotional part of it. I think I thought I kinda had it worked it out. Beat those old demons and was moving on.
Not so much, evidently.
Disappointing? Yes. Very much so. It is hard not to be frustrated with myself for where I am.
But I’m determined not to let this keep me down. Or define me. With God’s help, I’m working it out. He’s working on me, and I’m thankful beyond words.
I’m planning to try to document the journey here, as I journey to becoming what God wants me to be, both inside and out.